i am going to run for student council.. IF I GET NOMINATED. slim chances of that happening. for i was not here for the 1st 3 months. i do wish i cld b in ELDDS at the same time. i said i was bored of it.. sick n tired but im not. last yr saw my interest grow. and when i saw the ELDDS notice board i had a sudden replay of the entire SYF process and i was so....full of nostalgia for drama and acting.
so strange
not strange actually.. considering ive always been in dramaclub. since primary school. oh dear dear. and since the start of JC i have been doing this major acting part. acting like a bubbly, friendly. happy, well adjusted person. going around talking to strangers. no one wld ever have guessed tt i actually was afflicted with chronic syness. im so sugary sweet im making myself diabetic.
but those are the perils of being a politician. not only that.. being so ncie in school is making me extra rude , grouchy and mean at home. i stay up in my room longer, snap at people MUCH more and basically do the hating bit to the extreme in the few hours where i actually can. coz pp wld find ME different. and ive had enough of being different. by being myself i was tortured in sec 1 n two. and i vowed it wld not happen again/
so there
kayjal
6:06 pm;can you keep a secret?