hello. you know i unconsciously make so many notes .. like unconsciously blogging in. but when im sitting in front of the PC i forget everything and thats why you get 3 measely lines. always. hahaa
i told my mother... about well you know.. why my marks suffered such an awful slide. and why.. well. i told her everything.. about IT. now i think i can tell everyone.. but i also dont want to. coz it causes me to break into waterworks. i was going around listless for like..5 days. from friday to tueday. i couldnt figure out why i felt like i was dying.. so tired
so.......
tired. like a bone deep lethargy gnawing into the marrow.
then my mother asked me a simple question and i guess in my unguarded state i just kinda blurted out everything. in a half hour before smallville.
hahahhaha
its kinda ironic. she was angry at herself coz she thought she had been an awful mother and she was upset with me coz it was not my fault that my marks had slid.. * although it was kinda* for not telling her.. that she could have done soemthign about it. but how could i tell her when i JUST peiced everything together myself ? when you have 3 months with 24 hours of nothign to do. u think. and think and think and wonder what went wrong you dig ?
then you piece everything together. thats what happened
i only JUST figured EVERYTHING out on the night before the O level results came out. :S
what timing
1:21 pm;can you keep a secret?