the age of not believeing
OST : Bedknobs and Boroomsticks
When you rush around in hopeless circles,
searching everywhere for something true,
youâre at the age of not believing,
when all the make-believe is through.
When youâve set aside your childhood heroes
and your dreams are lost upon a shelf,
youâre at the age of not believing
and, worst of all, you doubt yourself.
Youâre a castaway where no one hears you
on a barren isle in a lonely sea.
Where did all the happy endings go?
Where can all the good times be?
You must face the age of not believing,
doubting everything you ever knew,
until at last you start believing
thereâs something wonderful in you.
Youâre at the age of not believing
and, worst of all, you doubt yourself.
Youâre a castaway where no one hears you
on a barren isle in a lonely sea.
Where did all the happy endings go?
Where can all the good times be?
You must face the age of not believing,
doubting everything you ever knew,
until at last you start believing
thereâs something wonderful in you
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ever feel like this ? this is ...the personification of the teenage years. a sort of "rite - of - passage" song if you will. makes me remember the days when i didnt do anything except put these movies on and watch them. actually, that doesnt sound much different from what i am doing right now.
hahaha
not funny.
aniwae i went SHOPPING in think on tuesay with my crazy friend from KARIB the bugger's tution. jorene's ONG. nah.. jolene. hahhaha she crazy. everything i wanna buy she wld slowly distangle my hand from it and say.. " hmmm. too expensive .. can buy this elsewhere for cheaper "
later after 2 hours of unfruitful shopping she said to me.. " u ah.. very wierd. go shopping never buy anything "
and i wanted to faint from sheer laughter. nevermind though. then i managed to find some stuff and i BOUGHT IT !
actually i was looking in 37 Degrees for some cool stuff , you know but not in the usual normal colours like white, yellow, pink, orange , blue. i wanted strange shades of khaki n brown and off blue and stuff. so i told her that when we were browsing the shops and then everythime she saw an offbeat colour she was like , " here ! youre wierd colours ! " ahha so i found 2 nice t- shirts . one original Levi's one at like half price in a dark khaki and one in a light.......i dunno what colur it was. from the brand 4 layers. *slipitonandpeelitoff* their slogan
i also found out Jo was veggie and she was equally surprised that i was one too. apparently she has awful allergies to meat. but then i told her where i usually eat n what i eat n now she has a whole lot of other choices. * i hope* when it comes to fast food now. hahaha . pp get very surprised tt i eat at McDonalds and they're like what do u order ?
a burger.. minus pate. comprende ?
she also kept trying to drag me into all thse GIRLY stores and i was gagging the entire time . she was like... buy this skirt n buy that top and buy this and buy that and i was like.. NO ! way! . i didnt get to get a manicure or a pedicure but i GOT
my hair dyed . did i tell you that ?
that day...instead of sleep my dad helped me apply the dye to my hair. but its so dark u can only see it shine blue in the sun. well i guess thats good then. now all i need to re-peirce that hole in my ear thats closed up. i went to the annexe and i was at Far East as well. i just didnt feel like getting my ear peirced. no sctrach that . i felt like getting my ear peirced but was too lazy to do it.
we took crazy ah lian Neoprints at the annexe as well. one picture is TOTAL AH lian personified and the enxt is normal us. we did soem sort of ah lian pose and put all those little glittering things around us and there are hearts and kisses and we wrote on it. " superchio Ah Lians " . talk about insane. the next foto is equally strange with the words " KArib fan club! "
hsahahahahah. well i had a great time that day. oh the week beofre that i went out with my secondary school friend Lydia. we went to suntec and Bgis while she looked for jobs i was browsing tower records and stuff. teh timings are insane. and my parents would never allow it. also they wanted pp to have foto's with them. i will DIE MAN !!!
so i bought Kerrang! mag instead and was crusing it to find scoop on some good underground rock. found it. actually morew like hit a GOLDMINE with this magazing. i was reading Smash Hits! before and i was like.. " who ?" " huh " ? what song is this ? who is this ? whats goin on ? whn i followed the POP scene i knew who most of them were u noe or even knew their songs. but this tiem it was like.... i didnt even recognize the songs and the one or 2 i DID noe were utter rubbish. like Liberty - X " everybody cries "
what a load of DUNG !
DUNG DUNG DUNG DUNG DUNG.
so here's the list of bands that i must listen to. ... to force open my musical horizon, narrowed by the industry by pre packaged, gussied up sluts singing the same painfully nasal shit. in a word. mainstream. but thats only mainstream POP. mainstream rock .. now that i like ( also known as modern rock)
Also some are bands that i like and some are songs tt pp have told me r good. usually pp with the same tastes in music as me.
actually u know what ? im not typing out the list. i dont want to. its too long. so there. on to the next topic.
GILMORE GIRLS . everyday at 4 o clock helps keep the doctor away. :D
SO LONG AND THANKS FOR THE FISH !
kayjal
PS: in the next episode of the Bored and the beautiful i will do a review of recent * or not so recent* books, movies and songs. and if i hate what u like then u can go n fuck urself coz i cldnt care less really. dont bother to scream at me for hating a movie or book that u love so dearly coz everyne has their own tastes
PPS : if u've found urself guitly of doign this beofre, then watch out. because that remark was directed specifically. if u know who u r , well then. good for you.
2:40 pm;can you keep a secret?
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