i think that lady spelt disobeyed wrong. people on Quizzilla got more of a typing problem than me. or maybe just a spelling prob. hmmm which is worse ?
aniwae i was watching tv just now ( just now being 3:30 am, now being 3:50) and i saw this ad for CARE, you know that organisation who help people? so i was fed up with doing nothing so i turned on the PC and went to search for their site. www.care.org. go there someday. aniwae then i realised they dont have a branch in singapore but then why would they ? this is not a 3rd world country, or a fantastically rich in resources first world country that we can dispatch volunteer services everywhere right ?
so then i thought. well i cant help other countires i should start with my OWN country. why dont we help our own needy ? so i went to national volunteer... god noes what and signed up for some activities.. late at night. im a freakish person. i might regret this in the morning but at least im doing one of the things i promised myself i would do.
yeah
i got a new regiment. i got a new regiment.
im such a moron that if i dont make a list and check things off and make a timetable and have a PDA i will NOT get things done. i only do them when i make a list because after i write it down and if i cancel it without doing it i feel really lousy. Everything has to be done.
Perfectly.
thats the obsessive compulsive part of me i guess. *sigh* well we all have our strange quirks. and some are way stranger than others...like squirting milk out of your nose or something. at least all i do is normal stuff. im jusy fussy about how i do it.
im so scared mom n dad can hear every click as i type i think thats their door. shit gtg
its 4:10
v v v scared. ciaoz
3:59 am;can you keep a secret?