crashed MJC ydae. the day after my birthday. i will pretend the day did not exist. you know like some silly buildings in america who go from the 12th floor to the 14th floor without using the number 13. but they are calling the 13th floor 14.. who are they kidding ? its just the whole rose by any other name thingamajig. ...
aniwae crashing was hilarious. really. it was real fun and i wld do it again except that trying to figure out how to dodge teachers and stuff in class is too nerve-wracking and for pp who dunnoe me... i may look really relaxed and very happy-go-lucky but i am a closet worrywart. WORRYWART. even being called on in class to answer a question i KNOW makes me nervous ..my stomach begins to flutter and i stammer a little. thats why my maths teacher used to think i didnt know anything. stupid little bitch of a lady. :) but it was funny because the history teacher kept nodding at me and i was answering all of his questions and stuff. hehehehe
aniwae the MJ library is a great place to chill and ponder what the teacher just told you. Especially if the lecture you just had before that was Utopian Literature. WOW. wat a lecture. i mean he doesnt so much tell you stuff as make you figure it out yourself. i had 1 free hour and i made an entire theory kinda thing on the existence of Utopia and the inevitability of it like what he was talking about. He showed us a video by the Pet Shop Boys about the song " Go West " . phew i wish i cld type out exactly what i had writte on that paper.. here. but i cant make arrows and squiggly lines.. i did more like a concept map that ended with my theory that utopia IS inevitable except that to experience it.. you have to experience Distopia first . for if you dont ...you cannot KNOW what is Utopia. which leads to the whole question itself about Utopia. Whose Utopia ? which Utopia ? i mena whose Utopa are you talking about ? like KArl MArx's Utopia was so strange. it was great on paper but when it was tried out in real life it was one of the world's biggest disasters man. Same for Hitler's Utopia. It was to have all the Aryan's in the world together and kill everyone else... the single biggest Human Rights Atrocity in the history of mankind. so like you can never know ...whose Utopia. tis just the whole One man's meat is another man's poison stuff.
everyone's idea of paradise is so vastly different. that maybe yu have to experience your own personal distopia first before you reach utopia. so... is Utopia only in death ?
ok before you break out the butterfly nets let me just say im sorry for giving you a philosophy lessson. but it was just SO COOOL to think about all that. maybe i'll do philosophy in Varsity.
hahaha i just forgot. for those of you idiots who have no clue what Utopia is ... its Paradise. and Distopia is just tis equal Opposite. if you still dont geddit go here.
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bye bye peoples.
8:15 pm;can you keep a secret?
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